From Zero to One.
From nothing to a little bit.
For feel like vomit everytime i consume something.
Until I felt hungry when the time for lunch and dinner is up.
Am I getting used to this?
I guessed so.
Fell depressed once in a while. Feel Like wanna give up.
The tears burst out not just when I felt wronged and accussed. but also touched with the words you told me.
You stand up for me and pointed what I've done wrong.
Life couldnt be always beautiful. But I didn't expected this mess.
I guessed I have totally disspointed you, you and you.
Mama n Papa spent so much time and effort just to pamper me.
Whenever I wanna go home, they get the meals done and fetch me on time.
Before I left home, they wake up and gets me breakfast and send me to the bus stop.
When I got home, i just eat, bath and sleep.
Like an emperor. Felt so bad.
For not performing well. For being such a bad worker. bad daughter.